What you are experiencing is hypervigilance. This is usually associated with ptsd but can also occur with extreme grief, as I learned after my beloved dachshund boy died in 2018. I got a dachshund puppy after about 4 months, but had a very difficult few months with him because of my anxiety. Little things sent me into a state of panic. I spent many hours crying about minor health issues, real and imagined. It was probably too soon to get another dog, but all is well now. Bingley is a joy, and I have finally recovered from the trauma of losing Brandon. You are not crazy! You will recover in time.
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