Kristyp
😢I have been struggling these past couple weeks with when I might need to put Milo 🐾🐶 down. He's had some major medical issues for the last 3 years and we've watched him just get worse over the years 🥺 I've had Milo for 15 years. He has become one of my kids and a family member. He is the best dog anyone could ever ask for..like seriously!
2 days ago he really went downhill. Could barely even open his eyes. We know he is in so much pain and is suffering. I had to make one of the HARDEST decisions of my life 😭😢......I let him go to doggy heaven. He doesn't have to suffer anymore. My heart is breaking 💔 My world has turned upside down. But.... I'm trying to keep in mind that he isn't suffering anymore. Doesn't help my heart right now tho. I don't want to not have him around anymore 😭
I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do anymore without him.......
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anonymous123
Im so sorry that sounds absolutely awful, my cat passed away this morning. I know what it feels like to lose your best friend and Im so sorry that you are having to go through this, i would be happy to talk about Milo if you're up to it.
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Linda24
I am so sorry for your loss.  15 yrs is a long time. God bless little Milo, and give peace to his mama Who is hurting so bad. 🙏
Linda A.
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Lizzie05
That sounds awful, im so sorry. if you want to talk about milo im here if your up for it
lizzie
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Kristyp
Thank you 3 for responding. I really do not know how to ever be okay again. I know it was just yesterday but honestly all I can do is cry, sleep, not sleep, overeat to fill the hole......
Milo was the best dog ever. Anyone who met him has said the same thing. He was such a joy. He always loved it when I would come home. He'd prance around and his tail wagged so fast. Anytime I wanted to put clothes on him, he'd love it-always wanting to put a smile on anyone's face.
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Lizzie05
I found this poem, and although it made me cry I think it will mean a lot,


I Walk With You

I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, You found it hard to sleep.

I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
“It’s me, I haven’t left you, I’m well, I’m fine, I’m here.”
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today, Your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today, You tend it with such care.

I want to reassure you, that I’m not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said “it’s me.”

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.

It’s possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, “I never went away.”

You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew …
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over and I smile and watch you yawning
and say “goodnight, God bless, I’ll see you in the morning.”

And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I’ll rush across to greet you and we’ll stand, side by side.

I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out . then come home to be with me.

lizzie
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Judicoltrain
That is so beautiful lizzie05
Judi coltrain
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Kristyp
Lizzie- thank you so much for sharing this. It does mean a lot. I know he's here in spirit... I just wish I could feel him. I honestly feel lost right now. I don't know what to do
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duchess400
I had to put my precious kitty Bubba Dude down Monday night. One of the hardest things I have ever had to do, so I feel your pain deeply. My condolences to you on your loss. It is truly like losing a beloved family member. I lost my Dad in August of last year and am still grieving his loss. I truly don't know how much more I can take. God bless my dear, may He bring you peace and comfort that is beyond all understanding.
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Kristyp
Thank you Duchess400. I'm so sorry you had to put Bubba Dude down too. I'm sorry you've had some major losses in your life recently. My prayers are with you!!
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duchess400
Thank you Kristyp. It was one of the hardest things I've had to do in a long time. But, without the pain of loss, we can never know the joy of unconditional love.
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