Juliann, i am so sorry for the loss of your Roulette....the crying will not stop for a while, you loved your baby and tears will fall during the next few months. I too have that "image" in my mind, i try to quickly replace it, cuz it can get you into a sad state of depression. I just try to remember all the love i gave to my pets. I lost 2 last year and I am still grieving. My Munki and Daizy are like my children (that i never had)..they were my babies, I talk to them daily, i have had "signs" from them and alot of dreams where they "visit" me in their dreams and let me know they are ok. Please keep posting here, i know talking and sharing with others helps so much, it takes away that alone feeling.