I am so sorry you have lost Jack.
What Grieiving Ginger has written to you is so true. You did the right thing for Jack. Plus he had much much love in his life, because of you. I'm glad you are seeking support from others who have experienced the same kind of loss. You will need much support in the days to come and you can find it here 24/7. What I would like to gently mention, is the guilt you are feeling. We all question everything after we lose our babies. We beat ourselves up with questions of "if-only". I ask you please, do not add the unneeded burden of guilt to your tragic loss. You have cared for him 24/7 for the last 6 months. With his sudden passing, you are left with a hole in your heart. Also with a hole in your daily life, because you no longer are able to nurture and care for him. Everything seems "un-real". Please don't fill the emptiness with unneeded "guilt". Use this time instead to grieve for Jack who was a significant, constant part of your life. Of unconditional love, acceptance and joy. This is the time to recall Jack Pierre and all the love you two shared. Jack Pierre is the love of your life. It is so normal to "just want him back". I hope friends and family will acknowledge that you are grieving a significant part of your life. You deserve nurturing and self care. I hope you have it. With sympathy and prayers,
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal;
Love leaves a memory no one can steal.
Tuffy, My Puppy Love
June 20, 2005-July 26, 2010
Becky Leigh, Queen of my Heart
December 2010-November 10, 2015