I am so sorry for your loss. It’s been 33 days since our dog pecan suddenly passed away. I know how you feel. Please don’t feel guilty and be kind to yourself. I felt really guilty for the first three weeks and now the guilt comes and goes but it’s not as bad as it used to be. I miss her so much and I wish I could do more to save her. I still cry everyday but every day I gain more strength. We all love our pets and they know it. They just want us to be happy.
Please take care of yourself.
Time will heal.