We are all on this long and difficult road together, at least now I know I am not alone, thank you for your kind words, it means so much to me. Also knowing that everything I am feeling is normal gives me such a sense of relief. So true what you said about..... If I just waited another weekend or another day, I just wanted to hold her a little longer, to smell that beautiful smell a little longer, to just have her here with me a day longer...... But it would have been selfish and wrong, so I had to let her go, even though my heart is now broken, I know she is now at peace.... And as I saw her lying comfortably in her little carrier for the last time.... I knew that her suffering was over.
I will most certainly find comfort in talking to her and reading other people's posts.
Again many thanks.
I hope you are gaining some comfort as each day passes.
The road is long and hard and yet we are never alone while we take each hard and difficult step. We all feel the distance ahead and the seemingly endless grief. Yet I truly believe that the comfort of knowing our loved ones live on in a better place keeps us upright even when we would rather fall down.
It is heartbreaking to let them go but as you say their suffering is over.
Thinking of you and wishing you peace.
Love you forever and ever and I will be there for you xx