I had 4 cats. Mommy cat, and 3 daughters. All the daughters were born in my house. I saw it happen. And saw them grow.
Unfortunately, one of them, Maggie, had to be put to sleep today. It all happened so fast. We noticed she was getting very thin, then, separating her from her sisters, we saw she was barely eating. She was taken to the vet on the beginning of the week and unfortunately, never came out.
There was something really wrong with one of her kidneys. It was close shutting down. The vets tried everything, but unfortunately, today, 3 days later, they advised us it would be better to end her suffering and put her to sleep.
They said there was nothing they could do, kidneys were going, and she would only be suffering slowly until the end.
I was not there for her. Because I recently moved from my home country to another, I was not there. I feel so guilty. I wish I could have been there for her.
Think she will forgive me? Think she is ok now?
How can you deal with this never-ending pool of despair? I feel like I'm drowning every second.
Please, any advice?
Thank you for reading this