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PudPud

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Hey Puds,

We are all home, all holed up this weekend.  Your daddy had his surgery yesterday.  It went well.  We were at the hospital for a very long time though.  He is resting and has to take medicine every few hours so tired from not sleeping well and being hooked up to an ice machine and another device.  Hopefully he's much better in a few days, but he has to wear that sling for six weeks or so.  

I took your sister out for two walks today, the afternoon one was long even though it's cold here.  It was sunny though, see, I took a picture for you.  As usual she was in front of me, prancing and criss-crossing.  

You are still on my left side on walks, except instead of holding your leash I have your hair in a bag in my pocket.  It's the best I can do.  I so miss walking you and feeding you and being with you.  Life is not the same and it never will be again.  We love you Sweetie.  We all miss and love you.

Love,
Your Mommy

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PudPud

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Hi P Dudds,

We did almost nothing today, it's cold but mostly because your dad is in pain (his pain block is wearing off) and I have had a headache most of the day.  Don't worry though, I still took your sister for her usual walks.  She probably is bored too.

Tomorrow we will leave the house.  Your dad won't be hooked up to two machines anymore and fresh air is good.  I feel bad doing so little today.  I know if you were here you'd give me one of your looks.  

I am trying to not feel depressed.  To be honest I am at least a little.  You are such a sweet boy, and I miss you so much.  

I Love You,
Your Mommy
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PudPud

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Hi Puds,

I ordered this and it arrived today.  Please don't be mad.  I know it doesn't do you justice at all, but I really miss you and it's very tough to find a Finnish Spitz stuffed animal.  

More tomorrow, I am tired from taking care of your dad.  His recovery is going well though.

I Love You,
Your Mommy

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PudPud

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Hey P Dudds,

We had shrimp tonight, one of your favorites.  I sauteed them, which you like, but I know you really love Mexican shrimp.  I may never make it again, it hurts too much that you are not around to eat it.  You always got so excited and starred at me with your big beautiful eyes and gobbled up the pieces I gave you.  And you and your sister would follow me into the kitchen when I carry in leftovers, knowing full well both of you would get another piece before I put them back in the fridge.  You guys are punks.

Speaking of, this is from our walk this morning.  It was quite cold, but also beautiful.

I took your dad to the doctor's for a check up this morning.  His recovery is going fine.  He has pain of course, but he has finished his medicine and no longer needs to ice all the time.  It is challenging to do some things so I am very glad to help him.  He cannot go back to work any time soon.  We don't know exactly when he will go to the office.  It is cold outside so he is mostly in the house.  I still take your sister for at least two walks a day.  Your dad watches TV and sometimes sleeps.  Hopefully he can sleep better soon.  Tomorrow we will venture out, for a little while, just to get some fresh air.

We have not named the Fox, his name might just be Fox.  He hangs out in the family room.  I miss you so much I looked for a stuffed animal as close to you as possible.  Fox is very different looking but the closest I have found within my budget.

I am still looking for a job.  I was (and am still) very perturbed that I couldn't continue my career overseas.  The only good thing with that is I got to spend oodles of time with you and your sister.  That I will never regret.  Same with turning down that job offer from spring of last year.  If I had taken it I wouldn't have had nearly as much time with you and your sister and your dad.  Family does come first, as much as I care about my career.  You know I have wanted a career change for a long time, but I don't know what I should do.  Your dad thinks I should do what I'm interested in.  What I am interested in is a lifestyle, so should I do what it takes to achieve that?  I don't have a lot of faith in corporate America, so I won't give up important things for a job.  What do you think your mommy should do?

You have been gone 55 days Sweetie.  We miss you so much.

I Love You,
Your Mommy


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PudPud

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Reply with quote  #35 
Hi Sweetie,

I miss you.  It hurts.  I'm not happy about some things right now, like my career and your dad's shoulder.  But I will find a job and his shoulder will heal.  

But you are never coming back.  I miss you so much.  Longest seven weeks of my life, almost eight.

I Love You,
Your Mommy
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PudPud

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Hi Puds,

Your sister is guarding us, from the bay window.  That's one of your favorite areas in the house.

I Love You,
Your Mommy

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PudPud

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Reply with quote  #37 
Hi Puds,

I miss you.  I know I say that all the time.  I miss seeing you and petting you and having you around.  I am so sad you are not here, and so sad you will never will here again.

I know there's no way to change anything, no way for you to come back.  I accept that because I have no choice.  I just miss you so much.  

People say it takes time, you were older, you had a good life, you were a good dog, they're sorry...I know I know.  I don't disagree.  I'm just sad.  I miss you Baby.

I Love You,
Your Mommy
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