Thank you for your support and understanding. I want to think my family is trying to make things better for me by doing the things they know I can not bring myself to do, but gosh it just hurts too much. Sunday evening when my daughter had pizza delivered she said it didn't feel right because there was no Peanut to bark at the delivery guy. She, and my two grandchildren, noticed during their visit how the house feels different because my Peanut girl isn't here. They haven't had to experience the loss daily. They know nothing of the loneliness as they still have their two pups. I think there will probably come a time when I will be ready to bring another fur baby into my life as there are so many waiting in shelters to find a family. But not now, the loss of my sweet baby Peanut is still fresh, the pain is too intense.
My sweet Peanut, you are the sunshine of my life and I will love you forever