I'm sorry for your incredible loss, 15 yrs together is a job well done fur-mama. Not only did you rescue your pup but you provided a good long life.
I recently said good bye the same way (at home) with my 13 yr old boy, it is devastating. I totally understand the "confusion" you mention - one moment I'm rhyming off the reasons why I did right by my boy in the end and the next I've convinced myself I'm a horrible person who made terrible decisions. Thats the guilt trying to protect you from your intense grief/loss. I personally call it the fog, I've been living in it for just over 3 weeks. Some days it slightly lifts and others it's so thick I can't breathe. xx
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