I am so sorry for your loss. Spot was a very special companion and the pain and grief over his loss must be overwhelming. You have come to the right place to find support and understanding. I found this forum last year after I lost my best friend. Daisy was my sweet girl and companion and I missed her desperately and felt completely lost without her. I needed advice as worked through my grief and anxiety over adopting again. I found so much support and did welcome home another soul last year. That was a huge adjustment but the advice I received here helped so much. It will take time for you to work through your grief over the loss of Spot. You have lost much more than a pet, but a true companion and your support system. Allow this forum to be your support system for a while . We are all here to help and understand the depth of your loss. Be gentle and kind to yourself through this process. Reach out for help when ever you need it.
Lori, Daisy's Mom and now Luna's Mom