Hi Martie, I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy Edison. All of us on the forum know the deep pain and grief you're experiencing. It's never easy losing a best little friend. Be kind to yourself, the coming days and weeks will help you see that Edison is still connected to you and stays very close in your heart. I lost my dear Molly beagle almost a year ago, her age was just shy of 17. It was the worst loss I've ever experienced because she was always with me, and I depended on her as much as she did me. It took me a few months to realize that I'm aware of so much more around me now because she shows me she's still right with me. All the sweet signs...butterflies, birds, coins, it can really be anything, they let us know that they never really leave us. Wishing you much peace and healing in the coming days and months, and remember Edison is happily playing, pain free, with all of our babies in between his visits with you.
Love you infinitely our little Molly. Forever and ever XOXO