thank you so much! I take comfort in your words. Sometimes I think the heartache is more than I can bare. I am so sorry for your loss. Any sudden death is a traumatic shock to the system even if they were previously ill. I am here for you if you need anything.
Thanks so much, dear. Back at you! I just keep having guilt over things..like she had kidney disease but also diabetes so in an effort to reduce grains in her diet for the diabetes, she went into remission for that - but now looking back I think I was then feeding her too much protein, which I just found out worsens kidney disease.
I am struggling with so much guilt, but I've seen articles that say it's "illogical guilt" because I never did anything deliberately to harm my girl, and I have to try to stop thinking of all those negative things and think of the positive. She had a long life and she lived a long time with "competing health issues" but you know..no matter how long they live, we wish they could just never leave us. I'm here for you, Emily, and all of you, really!!