Is there a rainbow bridge? Am I going to see her again or are we just making ourselves believe this because of our pain? Because maybe it feels better to believe it. We don’t know for sure do we? I ask God and Mandy to give me a sign that she’s okay. I pray and cry every night. Tomorrow will be 3 weeks since I had to put her down. It’s so hard to function. I hate being home cause she’s not here. I hate pulling up in the driveway cause her little face isn’t there sitting and waiting for me. I hate going to talk to her and she’s not here. I feel like I can’t take this pain anymore. So is the bridge someone’s fantasy they started just to ease the pain? And people who loved their pets keep wanting to believe it so we have something to hold on to? We don’t really know do we?
I’m not a religious person. But in my heart I believe I will see my boy again. I may be wrong but believing it helps me. Sometimes I visualize it happening and how happy he will be to see me and how happy I’ll be. We have no control over what will be but there’s nothing wrong with wishing, hoping and believing.
Oscar, always Mommy’s Boy, forever in my ❤️