I love Easter and it means the world to me that God gave us his only son to die for our sins. But this Easter was hard for me. My first Easter and holiday without my Little. It was an ugly day here - was rainy and chilly with pollen everywhere. I admit I was in a terrible mood. I wanted to go to Church but circumstances happened. I did go to Good Friday services. I did pray and give thanks to God for Jesus. But I was not a nice person yesterday. I'm not making excuses. But it's so hard without my Little kitty. I miss him so much. I know every "first" holiday is going to be hard. I knew last Christmas it would be Little's last so I'm dreading that one the most. Some days I feel like I just can't deal. I love you Mr. Little and I miss you more every day!