DID I JUST RECEIVE A SIGN
As many of you know, I lost my sweet Autumn Leaves one week ago tomorrow at 1:45PM. Like all of you I am struggling to cope with the grief, sadness and guilt. I am so glad that I came to this site, it has been a source of healing and inspiration.
I have a question for the group, has anybody received any signs from their pets that they are OK, happy and pain-free? I only ask because I so much want to know that my Autumn is OK. I would like to know if anyone has had any experiences with signs from their pets after they passed, or if you even believe in signs or not.
I have been praying for a sign since Autumn left me, hoping to see her in a dream, but so far nothing in the dreams, maybe because I am taking sleep aides maybe the sleep aids are suppressing my dreams, I usually dream each night, but nothing since Autumn passed.
This morning I forced myself to cut my grass which was very high. I have been putting if off, just didn’t feel up to it. It is something that I enjoy. I am an avid gardener and grow Moonflowers and Morning-glories in my…… I mean Autumn’s backyard. Every year I grow a mixture of blue and red morning glories. The blue morning glories are called Heavenly Blue morning glories and are quite beautiful.
For some odd reason, this year not one Heavenly Blue morning Glorie bloomed not even one even though I planted 50% red and 50% blue. I even checked the seed packets to see if I accidently planted all red by mistake, but no mistake, for some reason the red morning glories choked out the blue morning glories, oh well the reds were still beautiful.
THEN…This morning as I was mowing my grass I just happened to glance out of the corner of my eye, and what did I see but 6 beautiful Heavenly Blue Morning Glories in all their glory. I looked all over the vine and only 6. I asked my self why just 6 where there haven’t been any then it hit me Autumn has been gone for 6 days. What an adrenalin rush, 6 beautiful Heavenly Blue Morning Glories where there were none this year. A chill ran through my body and I actually felt euphoric for a few seconds.
Was this my sign from Autumn that she’s in Heaven? or am I looking too hard? Will there be other signs, maybe a dream or two. I would welcome you input. It’s OK if you think I am reaching a little, I want honest responses. I would love to hear if anyone else has a story about signs from their beloved pets. GOD Bless you all.