Grief is horrible. It is a dark, bitter sludge we have to trudge through. Each step is heavy and our legs ache. Tears, lots of tears...and something thew you into the deep end.
But hear me when I say, your baby is not angry with you. There was nothing you could do and he is very happy right now...and he wants you to be happy. He really does! That is all he every wanted for you. Wouldn't you agree? Keep taking those steps, they get lighter and easier. Cry those tears, they heal your soul. The days will get brighter. Don't be afraid or feel guilty to smile and laugh. That is what our babies want for us. When will all of this happen? Each day....sometimes the day brings the tiniest of healing and another day will bring more. Then, one day, you will find joy again. One last thought - I'm a believer in God and follower of Christ. I wholeheartedly believe that these things happen to us to prepare us. For what? One day, could be soon...could be later....someone will need you because they lost a pet suddenly. These trials give us sympathy for others, but more importantly, empathy for those who struggle with things we have struggled with in the past. Take care of yourself.
Momma's Chipper Boy (9/19/95 - 1/30/11) My heart, my love, my buddy! I miss you and love you so, so much! I can't wait to see you at the bridge! Love, Mommy Lady "Ladybugs" (8/2/03 - 6/5/17) My sweet girl. Thanks for the walks, playtime, sock collection, boo boo kisses and love you gave all of us. We will miss you dearly! Until we meet again...we love you!