Dear Daisymamma- I am so very sorry about your sad loss, and for the pain you are experiencing because of guilt feelings. It sounds as if you are a young woman, and have just learned some important life lessons the hard way. We have all been there, one way or another. I could tell you not to feel bad, but of course you feel bad about Daisy. That's normal. And of course you are wondering what you could have done better. But you were dealing with a heavy burden that most young mothers do not have to face- a two year only child being diagnosed with cancer. Trying to take care of your son with a life threatening illness, plus another young son, and also caring for an aging dog, is a lot to handle. And I assume you had a lot of other responsibilities as well. Of course you made some mistakes; only God is perfect. For your sake and the sake of your family, forgive yourself. That is a hard thing to do, I know. And remember what you provided for Daisy- a comfortable home and a happy life. I hope that you will be able to find peace. -Dachsiemom
Moira - remembering Brandon
"Better lo'ed ye canna be. Will ye no' come back again?"