I lost my Cane Corso, Tucker, to bone cancer on Monday, March 12th. It was very sudden and unexpected. We had only found out the Thursday before that he had cancer. By Saturday afternoon, Tucker was pacing, couldn't sleep, couldn't even lay down. It just happened so fast.
We don't have children, we have our dogs, Tucker and Kolta. We got Tucker as a wedding present to ourselves 9 years ago. After having him for a year, we contacted the breeder and got Kolta who was his litter mate. So we had our family.
Tucker was the sweetest, happiest, most loving dog I've ever known. You could just catch his eye across the room, and he would start wagging his tail. When he was really happy, his whole body wagged. He was a big boy, but he was my cuddle buddy. I miss him so much.
I am having trouble getting out of the anger stage. I wake up every day, angry, that Tucker is gone. That it happened so fast, and at all. We still have Kolta, and that helps. I have never been this angry before.
Thanks for reading, any tips welcomed.