I’m sorry for your loss...
but this saying will not take your pain away
I lost my baby 5 days ago. 6years old, black angel and very shy. she was very weak, not eating or drinking...
I left in the morning to the vet, in couple hours they told me she has spleen cancer and very poor prognosis. my mind wanted to stop her nightmare.
I did not want to see the 3 inches monster that would take my baby away from me.
All I knew was that I wanted to spare Lola of even one more moment of suffering, because she was so sweet and special and she was afraid of everything. I kept her in my arms, I cried and told her my love, my angel, mommy loves you...while she went to sleep.
Now I am tormented with guilt. I can’t eat and I can’t sleep. I miss everything about her.myhouse felt never so empty.
I wrote Lola a letter begging for forgiveness Because I can’t forgive myself.
i have never felt so much pain in my whole life.