Yes.. I have the same issue, but I have managed to sleep eventually. I need to get some sleeping pills although I do have something. I need something specifically for sleeping. Wiz was up all night peeing too and I'm nocturnal and up with my own health issues. I had a litter pan with a wee pad in my room so he would use that but he often wanted out to go to his regular litter box too. I'm totally out of sorts without him sleeping next to me. It's so hard. I tend to sleep in front of the tv after I eat and then I read my phone etc. to help me fall asleep in bed. I think when we are basically giving them intensive care at home it is a big shock when we no longer have to do all of that. On the one hand I feel a bit relieved and on the other I feel devastated because we were there for each other all the time. I think I feel if I stay up and read I can deny everything that happened. I am going over everything in my mind more now too.
One of the first things I did was to throw out his fluid bag and put away his dishes etc. It was too painful to look at them. I did leave the litter pan in my room because Syb has a pee problem and pees in that, so better that she pee there than somewhere else in my bedroom.
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