Yesterday morning our sweet, lively, healthy 3 year old dog came into contact with a cane toad. She grabbed it and it poisoned her and she was dead in 15 minutes. It was traumatizing to watch her seize and she died in my boyfriend’s arms on the way to the ER vet. They tried CPR but she was gone.
I’m struggling tremendously. I feel it comes in bursts, I’ll be fine then I’ll be crying hard. We have two other dogs and I feel awful for them but it’s just so hard to cope right now. I’ve never lost a person or a pet (other than a hamster and fish as a child) so i dont know how to deal with my grief. I don’t think my friends understand.
So I came here for some support and people who understand what we are going through. It’s like living a nightmare