I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Latte. It is such a terrible way to lose a pet. Bunkers also came out of nowhere and we were blindsided.
I understand the sorrow you have especially since we, and I am sure you, were not prepared at all for it. It would be so much more understandable had they been older and lived a full life. The fact that you were not ready for it makes it so much harder. How can you be when you lose them so fast? You can't even wrap your head around it.
It has been 2 months since we lost him and I still cry a lot! However it has gotten a little better with each day. We went right out 2 weeks later and adopted a rescue dog and for me it was not the right time. He has helped us heal, however I feel that I was not finished grieving for Bunker. Although I am not sure if any time is the right time. Only will you know when.
This site really helped me alot. Reading others posts and just getting my feelings out. After reading some of the other about cancer and going through chemo I am a peace that I never had to put him through that. Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.