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Sayuri
Memories_of_Marmalade wrote:

Thank you Gabriella, Baily 15, Lori and Ronnie!

I truly appreciate you taking the time to read one of Marmalade and my adventures "on the road." It means a great deal to me, that others know about my lad, and how much he meant to me and how much I loved, cherished and completely adored him. I miss him so much and my heart is still completely shattered. Like so many others here I am struggling to put the pieces back together.

Again, I thank you profusely for reading one of our stories and for your kind, gracious and supportive comments.

My very best regards,
James
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Sayuri
Dear James, how are you doing? I've missed reading your posts, and also wondering if you've found a good counselor that has figured out which meds will work best for you. I have an appointment for Friday. Yesterday my husband blew up at me and told me to snap out of it. Maybe it's his own guilt. I was giving meds to my dog with cancer and I accidentally gave a pill to my 16 lb Yorkie. Husband took him to ER but they said gabapentin won't hurt him.

I think I'm doing all I can to get better, there's no timeline on grieving, I needed support, not criticism.

Let us know how you are doing. Best regards.
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redgirlraven
If it makes you feel any better I once have my non-diabetic cat insulin accidentally
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Sayuri
How did that go? Did it make him diabetic? I had to do insulin for Tiger for a few years. He was 22 when he crossed, but it was colon cancer that killed him. He was a warrior. Vet came to the house, only four days before Sayuri died at the hospital. 😿💔😪
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Ronnie
I understand what you are going through Sayuri, although I don't have a spouse, but I do have a shattered heart...
Ronnie A
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redgirlraven
It was a horrible night when I did that. I was so exhausted which is part of how I made the mistake. I was also fairly broke so wasn’t trying to unnecessarily get an ER vet bill. So I bought Karyo syrup and had to check his sugar all night. It was awful. Finally his sugar dropped to 50 and he wouldn’t eat and I had force fed him the syrup and off tot he vet he went where he got a sugar drip overnight and I got a bill for 400 bucks because I made a dumb mistake. But overall he turned out just fine.
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Sayuri
Has anyone heard from James? Even through his pain he has always been able to give hope. Today has not been good for me. Will catch up later. I hope we are all able to find some peace and relief from this pain.. Bad images keep filling my head.
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Jcunnane
Sayuri wrote:
Has anyone heard from James? Even through his pain he has always been able to give hope. Today has not been good for me. Will catch up later. I hope we are all able to find some peace and relief from this pain.. Bad images keep filling my head.


Hi!

James is taking a break from the forum to do some healing. I just didn’t anyone to worry about him. He is ok!

Hugs,
Jackie

Bubby's (Milo) Mommy - Always & Forever My Little Man 💜

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redgirlraven
Thank you! I was worried. He is a wonderful man
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Sayuri
Jcunnane wrote:


Hi!

James is taking a break from the forum to do some healing. I just didn’t anyone to worry about him. He is ok!

Hugs,
Jackie
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Sayuri
Thank you for letting us know. Give him our regards. He will be in our prayers. Looking forward to reading his comforting posts when he is ready.
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Jcunnane
redgirlraven wrote:
Thank you! I was worried. He is a wonderful man


He is! He’s good! 🙂

Bubby's (Milo) Mommy - Always & Forever My Little Man 💜

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Mysweetsimba
Thank you Jackie I was also worried and Pm him.
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Cassies_mom1
Hello James,
I hope you start feeling better soon.  I have been hanging around this site reading all these wonderful  entries but have not had the courage to respond to any.   Your stories of Marmalade have touched my heart.  The love you have for your sweet boy is amazing.  You have such a connection with him even after death.  Sometimes I would drop off to sleep thinking of your stories just amazed at your life, connection and love for him.  I hope one day you return to this site, if not we all understand.
    
I just had to say thank you out loud.
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Beatrice Eaton
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pannklaus
I was hoping when I saw this re-post that James was back and announcing it in this way.  James, I hope that you are okay and that you will let us know how you are doing.  You have given us so much and certainly aren't obligated to give any more.  It is just that we miss you and want to know that you are "okay" even if that means that you are struggling with depression and just want to tell us that you are still in the struggle.
Patsy
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