Dear Diana. You have nothing to forgive yourself for and I don't think you're being one bit fair to yourself right now. Your poor Bailey was in horrendous agony that he could not get away from even for one second. You SPARED him God only knows what kind of further torture when you set him free. I have a suggestion to make. When you get these feelings of guilt or start to believe you did something wrong? Make believe it's me you're talking to. Make believe that I was in the EXACT same circumstances as you were and that I made the same decision. What would you tell me if I felt guilty? Would you tell me I was bad or that I deserved to feel guilty? I don't think you would do that. Meanwhile, PLEASE, be kind to yourself right now. Your getting ill yourself is probably a result of you not taking good care of you. You're probably not sleeping well or eating well and as a result, got ill too. Or maybe it is God's way of showing you that you did NOTHING wrong but in fact, did indeed spare your poor little dog when there was no hope. Imagine how he might have suffered except for your BRAVE and LOVING decision. May God please comfort we who mourn. May He comfort you. And I pray that your precious Baily will come to visit you in gentle dreams to let you know he's free from pain. Hugs.
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