Tomorrow will be 6 weeks since I had to put down my beloved Boomer. Some days the pain makes it feel like it was yesterday, but in other ways it feels like an eternity since I kissed him and buried my face in his fur....it's awful.
What's worse is that I think I'm starting to get used to him not being here and I HATE that. It just doesn't feel right. Also, just as I started noticing this, my other cat finally went into the bed that he and Boomer would share together....just find that interesting. He had gone over a few times and sniffed at it, but never got in. I didn't have the heart to put it away yet -- I tried, but it didn't feel right. Now my other one is sleeping in it all the time. It's weird.
I have been reading all the posts and sometimes it seems as though others are speaking the thoughts that go through my head. I am grateful to have found a place where others know what I am feeling/experiencing. So hard.
My thoughts are with you all,
Mommy misses you, Boom.