Runningman, I too have very dark circles, puffy bags, and my skin on my cheeks is discolored and at times almost rawish from crying now 114 days. I'm so tired each day trying to get through work not sleeping. I completely know what you mean and are going through. Completely understand!!
Have you by chance read the book Daisy's Mum and I are chatting about, Only Gone from Your Site with Jack McAfghan? I highly recommend it. It has helped me a great deal, so much so that I've highlighted and taken notes in it.
Would you believe I’m on the chapter called Dreams.Was reading it in the garden yesterday but had to put it down as it was making me cry but I’ve just ordered the first book from Kate McGahan titled Return From Rainbow Bridge and probably will buy her other two books.A must for anyone suffering from pet loss but just have the tissues ready as they a very emotional to read.I even met a dog walker on my lone run this morning who I had not seen for about 6 months and she asked where was Coco and as I explained to her about his illness she reassured me I did the best thing but what made me cry once again was what she said that it was strange seeing me without him by my side.Something I’m going to have to try and get used to.
Love Runningman xx