elliemeewiz
I feel horrible.. not sure what else to say, just want him back with me... everything feels . surreal and grim.. one minute I'm talking to someone telling them about him or talking about something else then when I'm alone  I start crying and then it stops.. I find myself trying to conceal it from Syb and family etc. because I don't want to upset them or for them to think I'm weird etc. But then I know I'm not letting myself grieve but sometimes crying scares me because the terrible emotions take over me. This is so awful. I wish there were emoticons at this site.  IMG_7190.JPG
My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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CKMP
Elliemewiz
I am so sorry - it is so difficult - the emotions are overwhelming and the tears come whenever -  you have no control.  Your loss is so close in time - my is 2 months, and 2 days and it still seems somedays like it was just that last moment still.   It is as if you just go through the motions - drift from one thing to the next; from one moment to the next -trying to hide how you really are feeling from family, friends and other fur companions.  Words will never be able to convey the sense of emptiness and the depth of the loss.  Wiz is beautiful, so regal and dignified - such eyes.  Talk to him, he is with you - with those all-seeing and all-knowing eyes.   I know it is so tough to walk through life without your special friend.  Warm thoughts for you.
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lizzie_252
Ellie, beautiful photos! Your beautiful Wizburry was always at your side, judging by the pictures. I am so sorry you have to go through life without him now. Hugs to you.

Liz
Zizi mom, 2002-2012
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elliemeewiz
"Words will never be able to convey the sense of emptiness and the depth of the loss."


This is sooo true.. there's not way to convey how painful this is not to have him and all our furbabies here with us... 

Thank so much Lizzie and CKMP, he was always at my side except for when he was snoozing on a shelf or something. When I came home he came to meet me at the door and started talking to me... I would tell him mom's home and how much I love him and that he's the best boy in the world, give him kisses and hugs.. I would lift him by the front paws, hug and kiss him and rub his tummy and then scoop him up into my arms cradling him to kiss him more, he would put his paws on my face and gaze at me.. He never liked being held for very long but he always let me do that. He also wasn't a lap cat like Angie became but he would sit right next to me and put his paws on mine etc. and spoon with me at night every night. I can hardly believe I will never see/touch him again. It is very, very hard.. the emptiness and loneliness of a world without my Wiz. Thank god I took tons and tons of photos of him and us.. at least I have that to remember. I feel in shock still. I'm not connecting properly with the emotions because it's too painful. 

Sorry I took so long to reply, I have been very fatigued. I'm trying to stay active so I keep my mind off of everything or at least keep myself busy. I am sleeping very late though now that I'm off work so I avoid feeling anything. I wish I could feel him more, I still don't think there has been a sign. I feel so much guilt too. 

I'm so thankful for this site and everyone here. Hugs to you all <3




My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008
My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012
Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016
My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018
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