Sorry for your loss of Bell. I love her eyes. It's hard to deal with the loss of our fur babies. I lost my Little Man on 10/1, he too was found as a stray, I fostered him and adopted him. I also work from home and for five beautiful years he was by my side 24/7. My life is empty and meaningless without him. I can tell you that the sadness will never go away, you just learn to live with it and carry on, we don't have any other options. Bell is happy and healthy running free with her many friends at Rainbow Bridge.
Hope you find some peace and comfort in her memories.