I appreciate the comforting words. I'm so sorry for everyone's losses as well. It is a very tough time of the year. Since Thanksgiving is this week I give thanks to you all. Donna, your words cheered me, thank you. It was nice to see your name on my post. It's been a while. SammysDad, thank you for your kind thoughts and advice. I will definitely try to "feel" him. I'm sorry for your loss of Sammy and Aja. What wonderful signs they have given you! Judylinn, thank you for posting the beautiful poem. It brought tears to my eyes but they were good and healing tears. You're right, this first Christmas will be very, very hard. I'm sure all of our babies are going to have a Thanksgiving feast at the bridge. Oh to see such a sight! Sending blessings to you all. Have a wonderful Thanksgiving, with wonderful, warm and fuzzy memories.