what you’re feeling is normal. It’s been 18 weeks today since my beautiful Pecan passed away and I still cry, feel guilty and ashamed for her early and sudden passing. I have some easier days and then it hits me again, sometime harder than ever.
Hang in there. We have no choice but to learn how to live without them. I would give anything to have her back but unfortunately it’s out of our control.
Sending you love and hope you feel better,