Luc Luc, my little girl, I can’t stop thinking about you. I am still not used to this new normal without you, and it’s been nearly four months since that awful day I lost you. I found some of your hairs in my sheets, which have been washed several times since you left, and that made my day. I feel connected to you even though you aren’t here physically. I miss you so much. My heart aches every day that I don’t get to spend with you. You were a light in the darkest of times. No matter what was happening in the world, you were always there for me, showering me with your love. I can still hear your whine, your bark, your howl, and your growl. I remember exactly how your ears feel, and how your soft and silky hair feels. I even remember how stinky your breath always was, no matter how much I brushed your teeth. Keep on playing and enjoying yourself, Lucy. I will be there in time. I’m counting down the days until then. Love you Luc Luc.