Lucy, my beautiful girl, I am having some good days now, but I still can't believe you're not here with me. I am reading about animals and whether or not they go to Heaven. It brings me some peace, because I know in my heart that you are there. You have sent me the signs I needed so you could show me you are not truly gone. After all, a body is just a physical thing. Where you are, there is no concern for what happens here. It doesn't change the fact that I miss living this life with you. How can you blame me? You gave me so much. I want you by my side. I know I must wait but I'm impatient. A life without you is dull and colorless. You hated this time of year. Snow everywhere. I would hate it too if the snow piled high enough to be taller than myself, and froze my paws. I'm emotionally spent so I think I'll try to sleep now and hold your favorite heart pillow tight. You enjoy yourself, little girl, and I'll just wait here until it's time for us to be together again. I love you, Lucy.
~ Leah
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